Winter Soldier x Reader (31) by kawaiinothing, literature
Literature
Winter Soldier x Reader (31)
It was like you were falling, reaching out in the dark for something you knew wouldn’t reach your fingertips. Oh and this darkness was an ache, devouring you from the inside out. There was no telling whether it was pain of the heart or of the body.
It just... hurt.
And you opened your eyes. Just like that, the decision made like a snap. The ache was dulled, the gutted feeling gone. It was so bright... and you were so cold. That was normal, wasn’t it? It was supposed to be this way. There was something you needed to do but it was blurred now; nothing more than a smear in your thought. Your head was pounding, heated far too much c
Broken Dignity - Steve Rogers x Reader {Prologue} by kawaiinothing, literature
Literature
Broken Dignity - Steve Rogers x Reader {Prologue}
You watched in idle fascination what was occurring on the television set, all too focused with the breaking news report. Some high-end politician had been murdered apparently, and some big fancy security system had been terminated in the process. Scandalous.
“You know what that means, right sweetheart?” Gertie, the woman you’d come to know as your nurse, caught your attention. Who knew how long she’d been standing in the doorway with that wistful smile on her face?
When you said nothing, she continued.
“The world is breakin’... that man was about to put up a big donation to SHIELD, and they done killed
Winter Soldier x Reader (30) by kawaiinothing, literature
Literature
Winter Soldier x Reader (30)
It was too much to handle.
It felt like being a passenger in your own body. As you advanced on your target, your body moved on its own instinct. Lucky for him, the target ducked as you swung the combat knife at his head, following with a series of attacks blocked by his shield. This man was your enemy. The doctor told you so, and you would obliterate him for it. The voice biting through your head wouldn’t stop.
Attack, attack, attack, attack, attack.
There was no choice. You did as the voice told you, hitting him and working to get the knife in a place where it’d kill him. It happened that way, attack after attack after attack.
Winter Soldier x Reader (29) by kawaiinothing, literature
Literature
Winter Soldier x Reader (29)
Steve Rogers looked down at the hidden base from the window of the jet. It didn’t look very big at all. Hopefully, all would go well. If you were even still alive. But there had to be hope, right? A chance?
“All armed agents need to report to the door and prepare for combat immediately.” Natasha’s voice came grimly over the quiet jet intercom. Around him, willing agents unbuckled their belts and went to the door. They were all doing it for SHIELD. But Steve? He was doing it for you... and for Bucky.
~~~
They didn’t leave you alone. You weren’t sure that you wanted them to, either. All the nice doctors
Bucky x Reader - Lasting Impressions {6} by kawaiinothing, literature
Literature
Bucky x Reader - Lasting Impressions {6}
There are very few moments when one can reflect and realize their mistakes.
The following morning was one of them. Of course you woke up alone in your bed wearing nothing and tangled in sheets. The night had been one of discovery and absolute passion. Even though you knew that nothing had ever been so wonderful, it still had to be a mistake. You’d learned not to love in a hard way. Shouldn’t it to be easy not to love a man who only liked you because you resembled his dead ex-girlfriend?
Who were you kidding? You didn’t love him. You’d just slept with him, that was all. But it felt like so much more.
Rolling out of b
Winter Soldier x Reader (28) by kawaiinothing, literature
Literature
Winter Soldier x Reader (28)
It was so loud. And there was nowhere to hide.
The people kept talking. They wouldn’t stop. All the papers they had and vials and needles were important to them. The people always had them when they were watching you. Like the needle that was sticking out of your arm. What they gave to you from the needle made everything feel nice. Instead of this light, there should have been darkness to hide in.
”Who are you?”
Oh. One of the people was talking... not to the other people, but to you. What was he saying? Who were you? Didn’t he know? He was the doctor. You shook your head and watched how his head turned. These peopl
Winter Soldier x Reader (27) by kawaiinothing, literature
Literature
Winter Soldier x Reader (27)
For days, there was only darkness. They locked you away and kept you there. Food came sometimes, but not as frequently as glasses of water. They wanted you alive. But why?
You’d rather be dead.
Somewhere in the distance, the large metal door to your cell opened. Light flooded in from behind you, making you want to hide all the more. It was a reminder that you were still living and breathing, and... Bucky was not. What did they want now? Did they think you would change your answer? What did you care? You still didn’t even know what this whole thing was about.
”Bring her in.”
They stepped forward and seized your list
Winter Soldier x Reader (26) by kawaiinothing, literature
Literature
Winter Soldier x Reader (26)
There wasn’t anything you could do.
The hours were passing by quickly, keeping you numb in this concrete prison. You often cried, despite your efforts not to. Every single time you thought about Bucky, it happened. Where was he now? Being tortured, brainwashed? Were they wiping every last ounce of you from his memory? It could have been any of those, and it was all because you weren’t careful.
The large door swung open and your father stepped in, accompanied by two HYDRA agents. They stood guard of him, like they expected you to lash out. Oh, if only they knew how right they were.
“Now that that’s over with... Come
Bucky x Reader - Lasting Impressions {5} by kawaiinothing, literature
Literature
Bucky x Reader - Lasting Impressions {5}
The attacker suddenly cried out and dropped you, leaving you gasping for air on the floor.
How convenient.
When you looked up at your savior, you weren’t quite sure why you were so surprised. It wasn’t like his arm just spasmed out or anything. Someone broke it. And that someone was James Barnes. There he stood, like a hero out of a fairytale.
It was a moment of childish fantasy when you saw him as your knight in shining armor. Here he was donning sweatpants and a thin shirt, with his hair drawn back behind his ears in a loose pony. He wasn’t phased the least bit about what he’d done to the man who’d attacked
Winter Soldier x Reader (25) by kawaiinothing, literature
Literature
Winter Soldier x Reader (25)
God you were glad that you were going shopping for food.
Captain Crunch used to be a regular part of your diet, and it was something you were seriously craving. What else did he want you to get? Shit. You forgot the list when Bucky distracted you. Looks like you would have to turn around and get it. After a quick check for cops, you pulled a u-turn and started speeding home. It would also be a wise thing to see if Bucky wanted anything. You’d noticed that he had a strong appetite on some days. Then you could grill him up a steak or a pie. He would love it. In all honesty, things were beginning to feel okay for you again. And you wanted
Winter Soldier x Reader (31) by kawaiinothing, literature
Literature
Winter Soldier x Reader (31)
It was like you were falling, reaching out in the dark for something you knew wouldn’t reach your fingertips. Oh and this darkness was an ache, devouring you from the inside out. There was no telling whether it was pain of the heart or of the body.
It just... hurt.
And you opened your eyes. Just like that, the decision made like a snap. The ache was dulled, the gutted feeling gone. It was so bright... and you were so cold. That was normal, wasn’t it? It was supposed to be this way. There was something you needed to do but it was blurred now; nothing more than a smear in your thought. Your head was pounding, heated far too much c
Broken Dignity - Steve Rogers x Reader {Prologue} by kawaiinothing, literature
Literature
Broken Dignity - Steve Rogers x Reader {Prologue}
You watched in idle fascination what was occurring on the television set, all too focused with the breaking news report. Some high-end politician had been murdered apparently, and some big fancy security system had been terminated in the process. Scandalous.
“You know what that means, right sweetheart?” Gertie, the woman you’d come to know as your nurse, caught your attention. Who knew how long she’d been standing in the doorway with that wistful smile on her face?
When you said nothing, she continued.
“The world is breakin’... that man was about to put up a big donation to SHIELD, and they done killed
Winter Soldier x Reader (30) by kawaiinothing, literature
Literature
Winter Soldier x Reader (30)
It was too much to handle.
It felt like being a passenger in your own body. As you advanced on your target, your body moved on its own instinct. Lucky for him, the target ducked as you swung the combat knife at his head, following with a series of attacks blocked by his shield. This man was your enemy. The doctor told you so, and you would obliterate him for it. The voice biting through your head wouldn’t stop.
Attack, attack, attack, attack, attack.
There was no choice. You did as the voice told you, hitting him and working to get the knife in a place where it’d kill him. It happened that way, attack after attack after attack.
Winter Soldier x Reader (29) by kawaiinothing, literature
Literature
Winter Soldier x Reader (29)
Steve Rogers looked down at the hidden base from the window of the jet. It didn’t look very big at all. Hopefully, all would go well. If you were even still alive. But there had to be hope, right? A chance?
“All armed agents need to report to the door and prepare for combat immediately.” Natasha’s voice came grimly over the quiet jet intercom. Around him, willing agents unbuckled their belts and went to the door. They were all doing it for SHIELD. But Steve? He was doing it for you... and for Bucky.
~~~
They didn’t leave you alone. You weren’t sure that you wanted them to, either. All the nice doctors
Bucky x Reader - Lasting Impressions {6} by kawaiinothing, literature
Literature
Bucky x Reader - Lasting Impressions {6}
There are very few moments when one can reflect and realize their mistakes.
The following morning was one of them. Of course you woke up alone in your bed wearing nothing and tangled in sheets. The night had been one of discovery and absolute passion. Even though you knew that nothing had ever been so wonderful, it still had to be a mistake. You’d learned not to love in a hard way. Shouldn’t it to be easy not to love a man who only liked you because you resembled his dead ex-girlfriend?
Who were you kidding? You didn’t love him. You’d just slept with him, that was all. But it felt like so much more.
Rolling out of b
Winter Soldier x Reader (28) by kawaiinothing, literature
Literature
Winter Soldier x Reader (28)
It was so loud. And there was nowhere to hide.
The people kept talking. They wouldn’t stop. All the papers they had and vials and needles were important to them. The people always had them when they were watching you. Like the needle that was sticking out of your arm. What they gave to you from the needle made everything feel nice. Instead of this light, there should have been darkness to hide in.
”Who are you?”
Oh. One of the people was talking... not to the other people, but to you. What was he saying? Who were you? Didn’t he know? He was the doctor. You shook your head and watched how his head turned. These peopl
Winter Soldier x Reader (27) by kawaiinothing, literature
Literature
Winter Soldier x Reader (27)
For days, there was only darkness. They locked you away and kept you there. Food came sometimes, but not as frequently as glasses of water. They wanted you alive. But why?
You’d rather be dead.
Somewhere in the distance, the large metal door to your cell opened. Light flooded in from behind you, making you want to hide all the more. It was a reminder that you were still living and breathing, and... Bucky was not. What did they want now? Did they think you would change your answer? What did you care? You still didn’t even know what this whole thing was about.
”Bring her in.”
They stepped forward and seized your list
Winter Soldier x Reader (26) by kawaiinothing, literature
Literature
Winter Soldier x Reader (26)
There wasn’t anything you could do.
The hours were passing by quickly, keeping you numb in this concrete prison. You often cried, despite your efforts not to. Every single time you thought about Bucky, it happened. Where was he now? Being tortured, brainwashed? Were they wiping every last ounce of you from his memory? It could have been any of those, and it was all because you weren’t careful.
The large door swung open and your father stepped in, accompanied by two HYDRA agents. They stood guard of him, like they expected you to lash out. Oh, if only they knew how right they were.
“Now that that’s over with... Come
Bucky x Reader - Lasting Impressions {5} by kawaiinothing, literature
Literature
Bucky x Reader - Lasting Impressions {5}
The attacker suddenly cried out and dropped you, leaving you gasping for air on the floor.
How convenient.
When you looked up at your savior, you weren’t quite sure why you were so surprised. It wasn’t like his arm just spasmed out or anything. Someone broke it. And that someone was James Barnes. There he stood, like a hero out of a fairytale.
It was a moment of childish fantasy when you saw him as your knight in shining armor. Here he was donning sweatpants and a thin shirt, with his hair drawn back behind his ears in a loose pony. He wasn’t phased the least bit about what he’d done to the man who’d attacked
Winter Soldier x Reader (25) by kawaiinothing, literature
Literature
Winter Soldier x Reader (25)
God you were glad that you were going shopping for food.
Captain Crunch used to be a regular part of your diet, and it was something you were seriously craving. What else did he want you to get? Shit. You forgot the list when Bucky distracted you. Looks like you would have to turn around and get it. After a quick check for cops, you pulled a u-turn and started speeding home. It would also be a wise thing to see if Bucky wanted anything. You’d noticed that he had a strong appetite on some days. Then you could grill him up a steak or a pie. He would love it. In all honesty, things were beginning to feel okay for you again. And you wanted
Uhm. I wish I could make this simple, but it would seem that my obsessions are all over the place. Goes from anime to Avengers, to Homestuck and Hannibal. Yeap. Let's wait and see what my next obsession is.
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2. Each person has to share 13 things about them.
3. Answer the 13 questions asked to you and invent 13 questions the people you tag will answer.
4. Choose 13 people (If you can).
5. Go to their page and inform them that they've been tagged.
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Start with 100% and subtract 1% for everything that you've done.
Then repost as "I'm __% Virgin" after you are done. Lower number you have the more you've done!
START: 100%
() Smoked.
(x) Drank alcohol.
(x) Cried when someone died.
(x) Been drunk.
(x) Had sex.
(x) Been to a concert.
() gotten/given a hand-job.
() gotten/given a blow-job.
(x) Been verbally/sexually harassed.
() Verbally/sexually harassed somebody.
PERCENTAGE SO FAR: 94%
() Felt someone up and/or been felt up.
(x) Laughed so hard something came out of your nose.
(x) Cheated on a boyfriend/girlfriend before.
(x) Been cheat
MY HIATUS THING TOOK FOREVER I'M SORRY.
BUT IT COMES WITH GOOD NEWS. ( And updates, if you didn't get the picture. )
I think my writer's block is finally beginning to recede and that means I'm going to do my best to jump all over my fanfics -- and satiate some of your guys's requests. Under this ramble I will put a list of things I feel like I can work on in no specific order. Anyway, a real quick thing. I have taken most of my writing muse and applied it to Tumblr RPG. If any of you have muses or anything, lemme know.
Okay, so the list!
Continuations:
Just A Bit of Fun - Luke Castellan x Reader: By popular demand, this would be a pre
Continuation of Winter Soldier x Reader pweese? *makes puppy eyes* I found this fanfic a few hours ago and already finished Reading lol. I love it so much ♡♡♡